i'm having very serious cramps. one of the worst ever and and not even my hot milo can help. can u imagine, giving birht is claimed to be 10 times worse than this. my last packet of life saver milo from amelia is depleted. long story abt the milo..... but just that amelia left 3 or 4 packets of milo @ my place from the last time she came.. and everytime i used one packet... is to save my life.. from gastric to hunger. all sorts of reasons.

so anyway, given today that i have all rights to be emo, i thought about some stuff. like of all the reasons i envisioned us to break up, this is one of the reason that i nv thought of and yet when i thought of it, it seemed ironical yet so logical. and this is one valid reason where both of us cannot do anything abt it.. it's the view, the beliefs all the differences, maybe even the lifestyle? and very difficult to compromise as well. so.... oh well.

i need another hot chocolate drink! it's hurting so badly