i am finally home. yest has been a long but fun day. the day i've been anticipatin for ages is over. yesterday afternoon, went to do mi hair at this salon. that place is very very nice. the workers dere are friendly and the lady boss is super nice to mi. she noe i goin for prom so she helped mi with mi eyebrown, face... blah blah.. without charging. ahaha, very motherly feeling. aniwae, checked into mandrin in the afternoon, rested a while dere and after xw, cf and xy came, things got into a little rush. everyone was running ard the rm, busy with hair, makeup.. etc... sooo proud of miself, helped xinying and cf with their makeup. tt cf ar.. wear dress liao still jumpin ard like monkey. took many many pix yest until mi smile looks fake towards the end manz. prom was fun. our table won a bracelet each but the food like not very fantastic... ahahha, aniwae.. cf did an ultra gross thing, dun even want to mention here. cf, u owe mi one manz. after everything ended, walked back to the hotel. i finished mi first film den went to load another one and cannot stop snapping... =) can't wake to see those pix.. in the end, angel stayed in the hotel with us. angel super super nice.. helped mi undo mi hair and even wash mi hair for mi... she very pro leh.. i tink she shld go pick up hairwashing... ahahhaa, aniwae, thnx angel... love u lots lots!!! hmmm, spend the nite taking pix.. walking to and fro to the other rm where angela, qi and others were... tok a bit... den ys bought alcoholic drinks... drink.. drink... ahahha... aniwae... the bed very cosy... all 5 of us squeezed on the bed and tok ourselves to slp.. and by tt time, i tink it's 5... ahaha... dis morn was awakened by angel's continuous sneeze.. and da room next door super noisy. went for more job interviews todae... i tink dere's sum hope but might be workin in town.... something which i dread... definitely wld see pple i noe.. paiseh... now, i m super duper tired.. haven't even bathe yet.. heez. =)

though exams ended last week, i now den free to come and blog. ever since last fridae, the no. of hrs i spend outdoors is twice the no. of hrs i spend at hm and everytime i come home, i wld be sooo tired to even come online. have been busy getting ready for prom nite, buying dress, shoes. i walked sooo much till mi feet hurts like hell. i was telling mi mother i m gonna soak mi legs in bird nest to nourish them. finally, i bought almost all mi stuff oreadi.. quite satisified.. and must thank jie.. she walked as much with mi and thnx to her taste and fro accompanying mi... tmr she flying off to japan liao, goin to the airport to send her off. aniwae, todae went for two walk-in-interviews.... hmmm.. dey all sae wld call mi again.. i noe there's one @ paragon.. not sure if i wanna go there cos it's in town. shall ask cf go along with mi tmr if i decide to go... cf is planning to work at a hotel.. dunno if i shld join her... i m sooo bloody broke now!!! y can't anyone just hire mi straight away.. and give mi what i wanna see most-- money!!!

yay! i m now half free! the onli remaining papers i have are geog mcq and sci mcq but i m not planning to study todae. i m shure no one plan to study todae. everyone wld just enjoy! lucki those 4/1 pple... todae their last paper. it's amelia's last paper too... hopefully later she dun call and suan mi. i wld just SLAM down the fone!! ahaha, todae's amaths was okie.... chem was okie too... hopefully, mi sci mcq paper wld be okie...den i can confirm get mi tt A1 STAR... bleah~ took cab home todae.. yesterdae i took cab too... i m getting hooked onto cabs.. though i noe it's a waste of money.. but i m really lazy... went ps todae to look at makeup.. roughly noe wad i buying liao and i very sad... cannot buy mi boots!!! i need to save a longer longer time before i can get mi boots... haik... and todae's mi anniversary again... 27th anniversary liao... pple, dun be jealous, k... there are 100 and 100 more months to cum... me and xw both bought each other chocolate cake todae.. sooo qiao... hmmm, made many many plans wad to do on thurs and fri... lalala.. i CANNOT WAIT!!!!

i guess i shld be feeling lucki cos todae is my onli paper of the week. amaths was quite ok, apart frm the relative velocity question which i totally skipped, without lookin at it, ahaha. hopefully paper 2 wld be ok too.. den at least i can get B3 ritez? aniwae, received a call frm this wierd and freaky guy yest.. he called, spoke in chinese and sae i noe u dun have a boyfriend.. i got sooo freaked out, i hung up the call and switched off mi fone for the whole nite... never ever wld i ans any call frm any strange no anymore!! grrr.... after amaths paper.. went to the polyclinic with mi dotter and cf.... spent quite long there.. i got very fascinated with the vending machine.. soo i bought nuts... crackers... and a packet drink.. ahaha.... decided to let miself relax the whole of todae... cos last week was really a bad bad week for mi... make mi feel sooo drained out that i tink i screwed up all mi papers.... esp english!!! sufficient rest is absolutely necessary! daddy is back frm thailand.. he went there to pray.. hopefully, luck is on our family's side frm now onwards... hee. kk... shall mug tmr!!! pia all the way and good luck to all those taking physics tmr.. i wld pray for u guys!! promise!! ahahha =)

okies... sooo long never blog liao. o levels start oreadi and yesterday's physics was like shit... to think i studied soo hard can... but never mind lah.. according to mi dotter, still got chemistry... like mi chemistry sooo powerful... aniwae.. todae's english compo sux big time! i literally cannot think of wad to write. i wanted to start scribbling like this character in the show and kena drag out of the hall. this way, mi mother wld most prob ask mi to quit sch and everything wld be fine! and i can slack mi whole life away. compre wasn't as bad as i tot. but that doesn't mean i will do well. okies.. now is the highlight of the day. i dropped mi wallet on the bus just as i was coming back to sch for mi ss paper... pls lor.. tell mi who in the right mind wld have the mood to take ss paper when u noe that ur whole bank is in potential danger. sppp sad... but i cannot cry before ss paper... aniwae.. ss oso wasn't as bad as i tot. all topics i studied came out.... haik... it was raining heavily after the paper.. and mi mood fis exactly to it. i called mi mother and she gave mi hope that mi wallet was at the interchange. it was still raining heavily and gf and i shared an umbrella. she claimed that i m shorter than her cos the umbrealla keep hitting her head.. ahaha... mi mood was still quite ok until i found out that nobody return any wallet... i m sooo depressed.. i went up all 3 buses to check and still dun haf!!! i cannot stand it liao soo wjen i call mi mother.. i cried... but mi frens were soo nice.. they stayed with mi throughout this whole period though tmr got lit paper... and when i wanted to take cab home, all offered money and angel who got no money to offer... offer mi her jay chou's pix but must return... she sae if driver want to rape mi... tell them jay chou mi boyfriend and ask if he want signature.. she oso offer mi her lucky charm which was the glow in the dark moon... and gf offer mi her lucky charm.. i feel soo lucky.. cf wanted to give mi her umbrella.. she sae can poke the driver if he try anything funny... and steph offered mi ten bucks... i feel sooo loved!! and i cheered up immediately.... ahahha... when i came home... wanted to find someone to ehine too.. and i immediately tot of amelia.. sooo she have been listening to mi whining for sooo long..... ahahha.. i feel much better now... julius caesar.. here i cum... =)

been so busy these daes that i hardly come online. todae went back to school for lessons, like so rare lor. dunno when's the last time i actually appear for lessons. i came cos of geog. heard that mrs tan is not really happy and is rather disappointed that like onli so few girls turn up for geog. decided to be a nice girl.. she's pregnant leh. haik.. i m really tired already. tired of studying da same things over and over again and dey just wun stay in mi memory. aniwae, must sae sorry to mi ever dearest darling... left her comic book in school and it has to be her precious treasured one. i feel very bad now... wad if sumone took the book? what if tmr when i get dere, the book is not dere? i noe i have to pay her back... but i wld feel sooo bad. and i m not exactly rich to begin with... =(

HAPPY 26TH MONTHSARY!!!!
woke up early this morning to cook pasta and fried rice for cf,xw and angel... and i even prepared a box of sweets for xw.. ahaha, sooo sweet of mi ritez.. i can be nice if i want to.. =) went ajc open house todae. saw many familiar faces and i m quite mesmerised by ajc's chinese orchestra.. very cool.. i tink one of the girls hu played the drum is realli cute... ahaha, the pple dere are nice. saw pple playing bball at the basketball court. cf wanted to join dem.. she was realli tempted... but cos it's all guys dere and none of us wanted to accompany her so she gave up that thought. dey said mi food was nice!! yay!! =) den went library to study with angel. managed to finish a geog paper on physical section. came home, totally exhausted but gonna start studying real soon.

to xiuwen, my everdearest:
love you always and even if u have a boyfriend next time.. must tell ur bf of mi existence,k! =)

woah, so long never blog liao. todae's mi practical o level examination. i tink i too stressed up, studied too much or dunno what happened to mi, nothing was successful in the lab. i screwed up mi practical and u are supposed to score in practical wan lor. after that, i worried alot. i keep thinking everything's gone for mi. there goes mi a1 or according to mrs tang, a1 star and like i m gonna create history down ij. the girl hu dropped to combined sci and she's not capable of scoring A. till now, i m still quite upset about the whole thing but phoebe's right. if i tink i m gonna lose the battle, i realli am. what matters is the hard work i put in now, right? i have to work even harder to make up for mi pract. i still have chance, right? it's not over. thnx phoebe. went to try sum prom night dresses todae.. liked this black one tt i tried... cos it doesn't make mi look flat.. whooopeee!! ahahha

alot of pple pon sch todae. feel like poning tmr but it's like the official last dae for the sec 4s. this week past quite slowly for mi. feeling very lazy. i dun feel the urgency of o' levels yet lor.. hmmm, not a gd sign. went seoul garden todae with cf, ys xy and amelia. enjoyed miself tremendously. ate alot. and cf ar, tot she wld eat alot, in the end, she end up eating alot of beef and soon, she was bloated. ys cracked many many lame jokes and xy sooo sweet, peel prawns for mi. i was tellin dem, next time i must marry sumone hu's willing to peel prawns for mi. dey tink it's very easy to find. ahaha, hope so lah. reached home only at 7. realised tt i didn't bring keys out so hafta go eastpoint and take keys frm mama. sooo tiring todae. gotta go mug

i start on my revision liao, like finally lor! ahaha, sch was tiring todae and usually, i wld slp for ss and lit but todae, i did not! it's the best record tt i can ever have. soo proud of miself. mrs tan got tt felicity ho or wong... (not shure wad's her name) to help us out in our revision for geog. mrs tan really trying to help us, i can see. sooo i guess i wld work really hard for geog.. at least get a B3... hard to get A after i neglected geog for 3 yrs.. always failing it and cldn't care less abt it. oh! watched romeo and juliet yest. second time watching.. i cried.. sooo sad can! and i like their language. the way they tok. i like shakespeare! errr, but julius caesar... i still trying to like it lah... trying trying... aahhaha

mass went very well todae!!! ahaha, no more practises after sch animore. can cum home earlier to study, ha, and tt's if i study at all. die lah, everyone start studying already except me. dunno where to start frm oso. got back all mi results and mi L1R5 is 19?? can go where lor... after minus mi higher chinese, two pts.. den i wld get 17.. the only jc i can go in for first three mths according to them is cj and i dun realli wan to go there. very confused now. dunno whether want to go poly or jc... dunno whether first three mths shld go for experience anot... arggg!!!

todae is a busy dae. time pass very fast, which is good. at least, i won't have to think about you all the time. it hurts.

You're Most Like The Season Autumn ...

You're warm, and the most approachable. You have
that gentle prescence about you. People can
relate to you, and find you easy company.
However it's likely you've been hurt in the
past and it has left you scarred so things can
become rather chilly with you at times. Being
the third Season in, you're mature, trustworthy
and loyal to your friends but prone to
depression and negative thinking.

Well done... You're the shy and sensitive season :)


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was a realli rotten dae todae. durin mass practise, i sang half-heartedly cos realli not in the mood. i m sorrie for wad i've said to u, i noe i shldn't have. sorrie. den took back geog paper. tryin realli hard to hold back tears and mrs tan, of all people, had to choose me to tok to and when i couldn't control my tears, they just flow. i feel so bad towards mrs tan. i noe she tried to help mi. and how many times have i told miself not to disappoint her? and thnx pple for being soo consoling and comforting. thanx for being there. went swimming to get back the chirpy mood. didn't want to dampen their mood. swam for like one hr plus. xiuwen and angel didn't bring swimming costume, so they just soaked their legs in the pool. sandra's hse is sooo coool!!! more like a resort can! aniwae, after that, went tm to eat carrot cake with sandra. didn't realli felt like being alone todae. it's scary how loneliness can be.

sch was quite boring. mrs low came in twice todae, for eng and lit and i slept both times. when she went through lit, the question i did, i got a strong feeling i didn't do well at all cos i missed out many mant pts and when she went through eng, it's depressing. mi marks are depressing enough aniwae. lao shi cheated our feelings. she said she wld not give back papers until mon but she returned our papers todae. i got a 4. it's been a long time since i got a 4. i m very happy todae. practically came home with a smile plastered on mi face like an idiot. tmr is gonna be THE day, emaths, amaths, lit... all returning back to us...

soooo tiring!!! just came home. this is the price i have to pay for cuming back home to stay instead of staying at gm's place. sat with a wierd woman on the bus just now. kept staring at me and it's tt kind of fierce stare, so scary. i m sooo tired!! todae's mi 'pay' dae, soo happy. when a woman is rich, there's this radiance cuming out frm her automatically. ahaha. had a grooming course todae. tot it wld be boring initially but i ended up enjoying it alot, at least i didn't slp. maybe i shld be a beautician next time, den i can noe all the skincare stuff. i must maintain my skin till i die manz... den after sch got amaths paper to do. i didn't noe how to do sooo many lor and it's soo sian can. i tink hamsters are starting to rule the world. i can't stop hearing and seeing them these daes. cf and xw will tok and tok abt their hamsters. and like i see hamsters more and more often in sch. those small creatures are sooo scary...

dis is mi first time that i got tempted to go to a jc after a tok. vj that HOD very good at toking. she make vj sound sooo good and fun that i got tempted. besides the fact that the cut off point is 9, and that i can never ever get that, i realli dun mind goin vj. ahaha, shall go to the opening house first den see how. todae, got reflection. sooo boring. i dun like it when dey dwell on family issues. the frenship part was ok but overall it was boring. that eugene guy quite funny lah... but he abit sissified... =) saw maryanne todae, i m sure it's definitely that maryanne... aniwae, happy birthday, amelia! that girl damn lucki, her frens got her a pair of converse shoes... hahahah, rich frens she got. =)

i'm supposed to be sad todae, i mean with my result but somehow, i dun feel a thing. not sae i m happy or i dun care but i feel devoid of any feelings. not sad, not happy, nothing at all. didn't get back as many papers as i tot i wld get back so todae is not yet dooms dae. maybe it's tmr, maybe's it's wed. mi mind is in a blank. cannot think. didn't had mass practise todae, sumthing cropped up which i dunno wad. i can't believed that wed, we are goin to have amaths paper. i mean we just finished our exams, y must we do another paper. does it help? and ya, xinying and angel having serious flu... take care guys! now not the time to fall ill.

In the years to come
Will you think about these moments that we shared
In the years to come
Are you gonna think it over
And how we lived each day with no regrets
Nothing lasts forever though we want it to
The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you

Sometimes goodbye though it hurts in your heart is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss you love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
Cause true love never dies

And when you need my arms to run into
I'll come for you
Nothing will ever change the way i feel

i'm soooo bored todae! eat, slp, watch tv. i even helped to pack the house and of cos packed mi room too. i did everything that cld possibly be done when alone at home. i even tot of playing boardgame alone, soo pathetic. this is one of the time when i wished i have a sibiling.. den maybe wun be sooo bored at home. dreading tomorrow. i wished it wld never cum but one has to face reality no matter what. if i m not wrong, checking eng paper first thing in the morn. if realli checking it first, i wld just die cos fail already, i wun even have the mood to check other papers. soo scared i wld fail english... tmr got mass practise again. what a boring dae i had todae, shld have just went out mi own and shop!!!